When He Tells Me That He Loves Me |

My ex sent me a text message few days ago, telling me that he still loves me. That he’s really sad about the whole thing.

Breaking up with you was the worst decision I’ve ever made.

Mind you, this is a guy who has been “an ex” for like a gazillion years! We met when I was 15 at the church. He was one of the altar boy for the visiting priest and I was one of the leading choir for the church. A few years later, things got pretty well between us both and we became couple. And then somewhere, along the line, he strayed. There was this girl whom he knew through the church too. She knows very well about us (me and him) but insisted to be “part of his life”. I remember finding text messages on his cellphone from her. One being: “You can’t just push me aside. I still want to be part of your life.” I confronted him and he denied having any feelings for her. He also told me that he met her the night before, explaining to her about his relationship with me. And how important I am to him.

Forward to current life.

He’s engaged to that ~~bitch~~ girl. Guess she finally made her way into his life. Heh. I don’t blame him for the breakup tho. I blame the BOTH of them. It takes two to tango. That girl was such a hard up too. I remember a week after we broke up, she posted a whole load of photographs of her and her “new boyfriend” on the Net. She also put words like Me and X, This is me and my dear X.. sweet huh? and a lot more vomit-inducing words that I couldn’t remember.

Was I bitter? Of course I was. I hated him, I didn’t even want to hear his name uttered by anyone.

But that was many years ago. I’m a grown up woman now. I don’t hold grudges on people, although there’s still a slight of anger towards him. Besides, this ex of mine… he’s a wee bit weird, if I may say. Last week, he text me about his life, living alone in a home he just moved into after getting a new job in another town. He said he was hungry but he didn’t know what to eat. I text him back, saying that he should try those instant soup. I also told him that they’re easy to prepare and tastes nice too. Guess what he replied?

Yeah right, Cindy. As if you care and want to visit me if I’m sick.

Well, HELLO! It was a courtesy reply. And what makes him think I care? He’s my ex. He’s currently engaged. I’m in a beautiful relationship with someone else. I don’t love him (my ex) anymore. The f*ck I care if he dies! Hence, I told myself to just ignore his messages. It’s just pissing me off and I do not want to have this bitterness in me. I want to be a better person. A happy one. One that cuss lesser. *heehee* And why did I even bother posting about him in this blog? Well.. in case his fiancee searched for my name on the Net, she might find this post and read about his “love profession” to me. I will not forward his text message to her, but it would be interesting if she read about it here. Hahaha!

Hi there. How are you? Sleeping?

A text message just arrived as I was typing this. Heh. Men.

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22 Responses so far

Men can be really weird sometimes…sigh…anyway babe..its his lost not yours!

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Hahaha, nice one… They(men) say that they don’t understand women… but now? hehehe we(women) don’t understand them…

Mel : Hehehe, yeah. They could be really weird at times. Thank goodness our men are not. At least for the time being.

saifulrizan : Mwahahahaha! Sorry saiful, but no offence to you. I’m sure you’re not as weird as him.

karulann : True! True! Oh hey, karul, I visited your blog today and wanted to leave you some comments.. but your blog doesn’t accept anonymous comments la.

yeah! man are like that *well not all * hehehe but if he doesnt broke u with you at the time, you wont be having a nice beautiful relationship with honey now Should thank him for what

By golly, what the hell’s wrong with him? Got molested as an altar boy?

is he suffering from some pre-marital trauma or something? hahahahaha….

why did he break up with u in the first place? all these church romances… never last. worse than high school puppy love. sheeps at church are better off with the devil of the world… no?

babyfiona : True also hor.. I should send him a bottle of wine to thank him. And then bill him for that wine! *mwahahahaha*

Gallivanter : HAHAHAHAHAHA! OK, that one didn’t cross my mind. But that could be possible.

zewt : Reason behind the breakup was unknown. He simply said we should just be friends out of the blue. Guess we were lost sheeps then. :p

He might have problems with his fiancee now…

and he turn to you.

Hmm…..

i dont believe guys can just break up without a reason. anyway… you’re happy now… to hell with him.

i supposed you’re still a lost sheep eh? hehe…

Ih!! So despicable! I’m glad you’re not hung up on him. What a jerk. Well, that’s what that b*tch gets in return for ‘taking’ him from you! She gets to marry a jerk!

saifulrizan : I think so too. Hmm..

zewt : I’ve repented!

Ratu Syura : I hope karma bites her back. *heehee* I really wanted to say that for so long..

Why does he even have your number? I’d cut him off totally, ha!

u should post his name also… mana tau she search his name as well? hehehe

lol… i think ethel is trying to protect the ex’s privacy. its a good thing. If she mentioned his name, he may file a lawsuit for breach of privacy. lol…

btw, ethel, i hv the song sayang kinabalu. you can listen to it online, or can download the mp3. i dont think downloading mp3 is legal, so we shouldn’t discuss it in public. lol… mayb u can email me or find another option.

I don’t think you should have wasted time on replying his first sms because he finally played the same game, as I could feel by your post.

But don’t feel anger, Cindy, you are happy with your life, aren’t you? so there are some tiny bothering things going on in life that we face but we just have to skip

doi~ te kuasa se mo reply ex punya sms oh..

wut’s past is past, not going to dat same old road again XD

cin, astaga…very the sad news lols.. Hmm wandering..now..

LOL..What Gallivanter said was so funny…and yeah, prob that’s what happened and now ur ex-bf seemed to show signs of screwed up mind. Pooh! Extremely childish of him to come up with lame starters in sms.

Tell him, “This ship has sailed…See ya, wouldn’t wanna be ya!”

Karma can be such a bitch. And sometimes it works to your advantage, heh heh.

came across your blog and saw this part. think i was too stupid last time when i knew that “mine” had cheated me when we were still together but still being with him. i was the one who comfort him when the girl broke up with him. he’s like on and off with me. it’s been 7 years now but we had just stopped contacting since this year. i really want to get back with him, but he kept on rejecting. now he’s the one who’s rejecting and gonna get a lawyer if i DISTURB(!) him again. now i’ve lost my self-esteem and feel like a loser. ;(

Just tell him to get a life…hee..

Feel like saying something? Say lah.. :P

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