OK, my last post was kinda lame. Just a short entry telling you what I’m watching currently. Truth is, I am quite sad right now. No, actually.. it’s more of a mixed feeling. Have you ever been in a situation where you have loads of things running in your mind and you want to say it out on writing (or a blog) but you just couldn’t put it in words? Because that’s exactly what I’m going through.

Anyway, I woke up pretty late yesterday – like 3 in the evening. Guess my body wanted to make up for the 8 hours of sleep I needed. I went to bed at 6 in the morning, by the way. When I’m having my period, I’d normally sleep earlier.. but yesterday was different. I couldn’t sleep because I had so many things on my mind, so I end up working some blog design for a customer.

She called me again this morning but my phone was set to Silent. There were 8 missed calls from her and a text message. She was at a shopping mall alone. Poor thing. I didn’t call her back tho. Nor did I reply her message. Am I being cruel? Am I arrogant? Am I being rude to a friend? I don’t know. But one thing I know is I’m still angry. I’m still disappointed. I even referred her as “my ex friend” to my housemate…

…Maybe I’m overreacting. I should just talk to her. Besides, I kind of miss her.. but I just don’t feel like talking to her yet. She never apologize at all for what she’s done!! That’s what making me so angry at her..

*sigh*

We’re both such a lousy best-friend.

I promise this situation won’t affect my emotions so much. You won’t see me in the drug rehabilitation center for sure! Heh.