I had a long stare at myself in the mirror today: not in the admiring way but more on the HATE way. I hate the look of my skin (tho I could say there’s been a 70% improvement since using those bloody expensive skincare.. ), I hate the size of my upper part (maybe I should consider getting them enlarged. HAHAHAHA), I hate my hair.. and most of all, I hate not being skinny!!
Whenever I lurk into those skinny websites online, I feel like an obese, like a cute pink hippo compared to those stick-like supermodels, yet, I just couldn’t stop eating. Blame my long history of gastric, whenever I stop eating, they hurt me tummy.
Wanna know the best part? Despite all the hatred, I went out and bought these for myself today:
FOUR pieces of sinfully fattening cupcakes!
Gawd I hate myself. I REALLY need to sign up for gym soon ..but I hate going there alone. Anyone wanna be my gym partner? Muahahahaha! (I’m serious!) Imagine YOU and ME, gossiping exchanging diet menu ideas while working out on the threadmill. Wouldn’t it be fun?? :-P
Anyway. I think I need a new haircut. Maybe an Ah lian type of haircut. It probably won’t cost a lot, maybe just the price of a room in cheap hotels. Hehe..
Now let’s see what I can find on the virtual makeover sites…
16 Responses so far
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on 04.30.08 @ 12:29 am
“..I feel like an obese, like a cute pink hippo compared to those stick-like supermodels,..” At least you know that you are cute! heheheh… Love yourself, coz no one can ever do so!
Hahaha, I always think that hippos are cute, especially if they’re pink. And yeah, guess you’re right. I guess I’d learn to appreciate myself now.. tough but not impossible! *hee*
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on 04.30.08 @ 3:22 am
blame the cravings and mood swings on the end of the month pms syndrome.
take care!
Hahaha, yes, blame it on the PMS!
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on 04.30.08 @ 5:49 am
I owez worry about my weight too, since my height is a problem and I’m fat T_T *cries. but those cupcakes looks deeeeeliiiiiiciiiousssssss~~~~ *drools~
Aiya, you’re not fat lah, mas. But yeah, really, the cupcakes were deliciousssss!!
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on 04.30.08 @ 9:10 am
hmm maybe i should go and try the cup cakes la…macam sedap ni. You beli at Curve ka moi? The apa gia nama tu shop tu sia lupa.
Hehe,it’s good to be back again after so long inda blog hop or blogging.hahaha
Heya Mel, welcome back! The name of the place is The Apartment. There’s a few cupcakes on display over there, cubalah! :-)
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on 04.30.08 @ 10:40 am
I guess we have to accept for whatever we have now kan..at least we have tangan and kaki..daripada teda lansung..
Hehehe.. guess people would never be satisfied with what they are – which is good in a way (maybe) – coz it’s what giving the fitness center, beauty center etc the business! Hahahaha!
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on 04.30.08 @ 11:44 am
mula2 sa nampak tu cup cakes….wahhhhhh kiut nyaaaaa…mana mo dapat tu d kk ah?then i remembered,ure in kl bah kan…
Hehehe, well, you can try those available in KK. :-)
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on 04.30.08 @ 12:04 pm
Hahaha It’s such a typical female thing. Hate hate, but to make ourselves feel better about the hating we eat and eat and eat and then the unhating becomes hating again!
Haiyoh…how lah this?
Hahaha, I dunno lah Rozie. If you find a cure for this “sickness”, do tell! :-P
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on 04.30.08 @ 2:30 pm
OKKKkkkkkkyyyyyyy……. terasa pulak badak buntal d sini KK nie. hehehe don’t worry u r not alone.
Hahaha, dun lah like that. I was referring to myself only. You’re OK bah, Cute.
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on 04.30.08 @ 2:43 pm
Babe, you gotta love that body! Show off what ur mama gave ya. concentrate on ur favs…nobody has a perfect body in this world. Those skinny supermodels all have eating disorders and other issues too.
By the way, those cupcakes look so good! I want some!
Hey you know what? You make me feel like singing Mariah Carey’s “Touch My Body” and be proud of myself. LOL!
Oh those cupcakes were yummy!! (I only ate 1 tho, still have 3 more. Want some? hehehe)
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on 04.30.08 @ 3:57 pm
the cup cakes look yummylicious!!
I always go to gym alone, am i weird? Who care i just go and destress myself and do work out to get healthy (healthy or lose weight? hahahahah because i know i can’t lose weight,i eat a lot. :() So want to join me? We can be gym buddy.
Wow, which gym do you go? Hehehe..
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on 04.30.08 @ 9:58 pm
Pink hypo? Cute tu eh!
I hate my skin too. And just this morning, a big zit just popped up. Sheeshhhh!
Ahlian hair cut?? How is Ahlian type of haircut? Yg stylo2 punya ka…zig zag sana sini tu?
Alamak… ada zit? Aiyoo… I heard putting lipstick on the zip helps to dry it fast. Hehe.
Yeah, Ahlian cut yang zigzag, messy-messy tu bah. Hahahaha!
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on 05.01.08 @ 9:04 am
seriously, i’m trying my best to find a gym partner too.. wanna join me?
ammu.
Woot! That would be nice! But which area/gym will you be going? :-)
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on 05.01.08 @ 9:36 am
Dont hate yourself.
Love yourself!
OK lah, OK lah, I’ll love myself lah dis.
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on 05.02.08 @ 10:11 pm
Eeeee… You know I haven’t tried those cupcakes yet.. You hafta bring me there after my exams k!! And then we stuff our faces with cupcakes puas puas and then complain we’re fat!! LOL!!
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on 05.04.08 @ 9:55 am
Oh My GOD those look so good!! I want one!!
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on 09.21.08 @ 7:37 pm
hi there..was browsing thru the internet to look for gym partner and here i am …reading your blog….im going to gym alone..just started 3 weeks already…bt macam boring ni sturang2…am currently attached with celebrity fitness..and looking for gym partner:)
Feel like saying something? Say lah.. :P