I had a long stare at myself in the mirror today: not in the admiring way but more on the HATE way. I hate the look of my skin (tho I could say there’s been a 70% improvement since using those bloody expensive skincare.. ), I hate the size of my upper part (maybe I should consider getting them enlarged. HAHAHAHA), I hate my hair.. and most of all, I hate not being skinny!!
Whenever I lurk into those skinny websites online, I feel like an obese, like a cute pink hippo compared to those stick-like supermodels, yet, I just couldn’t stop eating. Blame my long history of gastric, whenever I stop eating, they hurt me tummy.
Wanna know the best part? Despite all the hatred, I went out and bought these for myself today:
FOUR pieces of sinfully fattening cupcakes!
Gawd I hate myself. I REALLY need to sign up for gym soon ..but I hate going there alone. Anyone wanna be my gym partner? Muahahahaha! (I’m serious!) Imagine YOU and ME,
gossiping exchanging diet menu ideas while working out on the threadmill. Wouldn’t it be fun?? 😛
Anyway. I think I need a new haircut. Maybe an Ah lian type of haircut. It probably won’t cost a lot, maybe just the price of a room in cheap hotels. Hehe..
Now let’s see what I can find on the virtual makeover sites…